Wednesday, August 25, 2010

A story about no one or anyone (OT)

Self loathing, self centered, sociapathic bastard...that about sums up the personality and life of self gratuity of the main character of this story.

And life isn't about the enjoyment you get being around others, sharing and giving, it's about what HE can get out of it....because HE isn't giving anything to anybody, unless maybe it has 4 legs of which if it can't reproduce and become a champion breed, you stay locked up in the kennels.

I don't know what happens to a person to become this way, void of almost any human emotion....and I don't care. Many people experience hardships and mistreatment in childhood and become good people, look at Michael Oher.

Quiet, nice man to those unschooled in his ways of mistreatment give an outward different impression to many, those in the know have a much different opinion from their interaction with the wooden man.

To become involved in others lives one must be able to listen and care, and as always actions speak louder than words, HE has neither.

SO destined to live out what time is remaining in solitude of sorts, with his distorted view of the world and his place in it. Given many opportunities to change and grow, the choice has been made to continue in a life that gratifies or tries to only one person, himself.

As the lights dim on a quiet life, uninspired, not affecting many....in a positive way.....it will get even more quiet when the light flicker out, and when one doesn't leave his mark in life, one is quickly forgotten.

Duratek

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